Don't be afraid

Assalamualaikum wbt..

It's been a long time me not spend time here..Peluk cium sikit hiks..Finally 2013 is the year where I decided to write again ehee..Ini semua poyo! kiki..Well actually so many things in my thought. Just I don't know where, how to start and what to tell first actually. Haha gaya cakap macam la top star or top model yang punya kisah hidup yang orang nak tahu. Ishh pedulik hapee kiki :p

Back to the topic ahaaa 'Don't be afraid'..Wondering tak what I am afraid of? I know you were. Tehee..
Yeahh my whole life recently I've been telling myself " don't be afraid". And it is only now that I'm realizing how stupid that is. Don't be afraid. Like saying " don't move out of the way when someone tries to punch you" or " don't flinch at the heat of a fire" or " don't blink". Don't be human.

I'm afraid and you're afraid and we're always going to be afraid because that's the point. What should be telling to myself is "be afraid and do it anyway."

Live anyway.

May Allah give the strength and show what is the best for self and people around. Insha Allah :)

Assalamualaikum.

It's 2013 and I feel like to write again. 

Moment.

What I can say here, I missed all my friends damn much. I may turn crazy to keep feeling this way each day.

Random. Loves.

Assalamualaikum wbt

Hai girls hai boys. How are you? Goshhhh, long time me not been here. Sampaikan tadi boleh stuck macam mana nak login blog ni, Muahaha. Quite long time right since my last post  about a few months ago. Well, happy holiday to me. Happy holiday friends. Dah seminggu cuti baru nak wish kan? Haha.

Today I'm so happy. You know why? Because it's 10th tehee. Thank you for the loveable conversation last night dear.

Actually, I have so many things to be told. Yes, too many. I just need some more time and promise, I will tell you what was going with my life about a months ago.  Till then, nothing more to wish. Just, have a wonderful April everyone. Keep smiling, you're beautiful. Much loves!

You.

Just a short post telling what my heart feels about. This is specially goes to you. Yes, for you. I really hope I'm enough for you. Sometimes I feel like I'm not, and that scares me because I think you'll find someone who is. Someone who can give you everything I can't. Someone " better " than me. Is it crazy for me to feel this way? Please tell me it is. Tell me I'm more than enough. Tell me you'll always be here. Please.

Sorry

People makes mistakes and me too. Sorry for those things I made. The truth is I love you no matter what girls.

This is it.

Assalamualaikum

Hye people
How you're doing? Hope you doing well. It's quite a longer time I've not been here. Well, my mind keep saying to me to be here, but my heart keep saying no. Since it is my CNY holiday, so I've a time to spend for blogging ;D  Talking about my holiday, yes this is the time for me to release all the stress, the depression due to so many reports, homework and assignments to be done. Besides, I also tired of going up and down, left and right for doing the research for my Etr project. Yes, it's all abt Etr. Instead of them, me also been busy a few days ago struggled for my test. Alhamdulillah, all went so well. Just hoping for the best result :) Do pray for me and you'll be in my prayer as well for sure. Okay, me drop here, till we meet again with my new post soon. Good night everyone and much love from me ♥

Happy new year, happy new day, happy new life,

happy, happy, and just be happy

Assalamualikum ♥
There is another one day left for my mid- sem break and yet, still not finish up my assignment. Haha. And see what I'm doing now? Yes, I'm just take a break. Don't worry I'll continue doing my work after this tehee. 
After this break, I had to stop rapidly blogging for a while to concentrate more on my studies. Muahaha. Eh nope, I'm serious people. The upcoming quizzes and tests are KILLING  ME! Fyi, I also have 3 academic trips instead of the quizzes and tests! Arghhhh I'm going crazy thinking how busy I am after this break. But I will try give my best. Fighting! Hee till then, see you around people and happy upcoming 2012.

Thanks!

A short post wanna say a very big thanks for the 2 hours and 45 minutes last night conversation dear. It was quite a longer chat after a long time not have a talk due to your busyness at home right? You made my day better. After about a week we are in a mid- sem break, yeay we're going to see each other again. This is such a senseless thing to say but I need to, I miss you hee. Yes, I do miss u a lot. Please be well, take care of yourself and safely arrived here soon.

Sick enough to die.

Assalamualaikum alls. How your doing? Hope are you doing well.Me? Just fine but a little bit sucks of my fever cough since last two days. I'm sure it will getting better soon. Actually, I do have nothing to story about, it's just my heart wants to be here. I don't know why. You know what? Everything I want to do, like the assignments, the home works, even eating and sleeping, I just feel they are sucks! Urghhhh. Everything was so so arghhhhh! Sorry to say, but it was bad to me. I have no mood all the day, getting mad without reason, and sick enough to die T_T

Hopefully it will not last forever, looking forward to make it better, to find the reason why I'm such a grrr like this. Drop here, see you around with a better mood InsyaAllah. Have a blast day people!

I act like I don't care but deep inside it's truly hurts

I am sorry. I get jealous easily. But please noted, I'm jealous too much because I love. 

I always want to study due to many quizzes and tests will come after this break. Yes! Always have that spirit but everytime I opened the book, urghhhhhh I felt nothing. Just hearing the tv, the bed and of course the foods keep calling me. Okay, I surrender. Tomorrow I'll try open it again --'

I'm tired. I'm just tired  of waking up to the same routine everyday. Pushing myself to get out of bed. "I'm just tired." That's my excuse. --'

Yes, we are strong enough. Please respect us and we'll respect you more!

I went out, spent all the day by flirting around! Muahaha

Assalamualaikum and hai alls

It's just a short post telling you how was jalan along Pantai Dungun  looked alike after it was hit by the ombak besar last night. Truly said it was so so bad. Lucky me, my house is quite far away from the pantai. But wondering how's Uitm? Is it okay to be there? --'  Below is a few gambar, was taken by my friend

Omg! Look at the road 

Please pray for our safety here and hope everything will be fine J

  

DOA MEMOHON KESELAMATAN TERHADAP DIRI, ANAK-ANAK, KELUARGA DAN RUMAHTANGGA DARI KEJAHATAN MANUSIA, BINATANG DAN BALA BENCANA

إِنَّ رَبِّيَ اللَّهُ هُوَ الَّذِي لاَ إِلَهَ إِلاَّ هُوَ عَلَيْهِ تَوَكَّلْتُ وَهُوَ رَبُّ الْعَرْشِ الْعَظِيمُ ،
مَا شَاءَ اللَّهُ كَانَ وَمَا لَمْ يَشَأُ لاَ يَكُونُ لاَ حَوْلَ ،

وَلاَ قُوَّةَ إِلاَّ بِاللَّهِ الْعَلِيِّ الْعَظِيمِ ،
أَشْهَدُ أَنَّ اللَّهَ عَلَى كُلِّ شَيْءٍ قَدِيرٌ ،
وَأَنَّ اللَّهَ قَدْ أَحَاطَ بِكُلِّ شَيْءٍ عِلْمًا،
أَعُوذُ بِالَّذِي يُمْسِكُ السَّمَاءَ أَنْ تَقَعَ عَلَى الأَرْضِ إِلاَّ بِإِذْنِهِ
مِنْ شَرِّ كُلِّ دَابَّةٍ رَبِّي آخِذٌ بِنَاصِيَتِهَا إِنَّ رَبِّي عَلَى صِرَاطٍ مُسْتَقِيمٍ

Maksudnya : Sesungguhnya Tuhanku, tiada Tuhan yang sebenarnya yang berhak disembah melainkanNya, ke atasNya aku bertawakkal, dan Dialah Tuhan yang memiliki arasy yang agung, .Apa sahaja yang dikehendakinya tentu akan berlaku, dan apa yang tidak dikehendakinya tidak akan berlaku.Tiada daya dan kekuatan melainkan dengan izin Allah yang maha tinggi lagi maha agung.Aku bersaksi bahawa Allah maha berkuasa atas segala sesuatu dan pengetahuanNya meliputi segala sesuatu.Aku memohon perlindungan kepadaNya yang maha berkuasa menahan langit dari jatuh ke atas bumi melainkan dengan izinNya, aku memohon perlindunganNya dari kejahatan segala makhluk yang bergerak di muka bumi yang berada di bawah kuasaNya. Sesungguhnya Tuhanku tetap di atas jalan yang lurus.

( Riwayat al-Baihaqiy dalam Dala`il al-Nubuwwah no 3046, al-Matalib al-Aliyyah no 3490 , Ithaf al-Khiarat no 6087 , Bughyat al-Bahith no 1052)

Dear Etr, please just be nice to me. Please comfort my day. Seriously, I don't know what to do with you. I've zero ideas where to start yours T_T