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If you are going to fall in love with me, it's only fair that you know what are you falling with.

You are falling in love with my securities, and my obsession trying to figure out what everyone thinks of me. You are falling in love with my immaturity, my constant need to feel loved and appreciated, my overactive tear ducts, my internet obsession, my tendency to be clingy. You also fall in love with my past, my hopes, and my dreams, and how I'm a hopeless romantic at heart. If you fall in love with me, you fall in love with my self- hate and all my imperfections and my perception that nobody could love me.

Well, you are also falling in love with the way my eyes will smile when I'm with you, the way I'll text you in the morning just telling you I love you and I miss you -- and hope you will have the blessed day. You are falling in love with occasionally humorous and thought provoking things I say, and the way I blush when people ask me about you. But to me, the most important thing will be that you are falling in love with me, despite my thinking that it's impossible.

That's such a senseless thought that come out from my mind.

:'(